“ay corazon”

The South El Monte Arts Posse is pleased to invite you to check out Carribean Fragoza’s “ay corazon,” self-titled poem-installation that we installed yesterday, Friday July 13, at a vacant lot in South El Monte. This sculptural piece, constructed with plastic grocery bags and copper wire, was mounted onto a tarp-covered fence that faces Santa Anita Avenue near the entrance to the 60 freeway.

Ay Corazon

My project is influenced by graffiti art and shares graffiti’s affinity for transgressing boundaries and trespassing private property. Also similar to graffiti, the goal is to beautify an otherwise blank or blighted space with my own aesthetic vision. However, there are some marked differences. Unlike graffiti, instead of marking one’s own name as a way of claiming or marking territory, I’m interested in marking the name of another, of a loved one as in a public proclamation of affection. In addition, instead of observing the anonymous moniker of a tagger or graffiti writer, the audience is meant to insert the image of their personal sweetheart. Also unlike the often illegible quality of elaborate graffiti scrawlings, “ay corazon”’s typeface is a neat cursive that resembles the tidy handwriting many of us were taught in grade school. In addition, the dark chalkboard green color of the tarp that runs against the length of the fence also lends itself to grade the school association. In short, Ay Corazon is a playful project.

Location

The location of the vacant lot where “ay corazon” is currently installed is one I have long coveted for its expansive flat territory. However, the green tarp that covers the fence obstructs the viewing of any potential projects installed within the fenced space. This presented a specific set of challenges for an Activate Vacant project intended to transform the space of vacant lots. The chalkboard colored tarp offered a solution. In addition, a mounted wire and plastic bag sculpture does not damage the property in any way. Should anyone, the city or proprietors intend to remove the project, they merely have to go through the annoying task of using a pair of wire cutters to manually snip off the fasteners one by one. Or better yet, tediously untwisting every single elaborate wire tie. Admittedly, while I do not wish to have the sculpture removed at all, I do take some bratty pleasure in imagining their irritation in the said task.

Audience

“ay corazon” is intended mostly for a commuter audience as they drive or ride the bus up and down Santa Anita Ave, to and from the 60 freeway, on their way to work or school and back again. Santa Anita is a very transitted street, but also a very desolate one with very few pedestrians, especially on the last few blocks before the freeway. The “ay corazon” audience is all the commuters that leave their homes and families every morning and return to them every evening. “ay corazon” is meant to evoke the loved one and whatever emotion the two words arouse in them. For example, if one particular driver is running late to work after a frantic morning of looking for the car keys their husband misplaced, the vision of “ay corazon” might evoke the image of their partner, in which case, on this particular morning, “ay Corazon” is charged with frustration. Ay corazon, like a regaño or scolding. Or “ay corazon” might evoke the name of someone’s long lost love, in which ay corazon is sighed heavily or even sung melancholically as one would in any ranchera song about love and loss. Ay corazon, might be whispered to oneself in delicious memory or yearning anticipation. Within a single day, “ay corazon” may shift its meaning for any person. In effect, ay Corazon is an emotional holograph for the community.

Yes, ay Corazon, is shamelessly cursi. Unapologetically sappy. But contrary to nearby billboards, its not trying to sell you anything. Ay Corazon simply wants you to reach into your soft squishy heart and find what swims there. At least for a flashing moment before you hop on the dreary freeway.

Materials

Activate Vacant requires that artists transform an abandoned space and thus, alter the neighborhood it’s located in. In addition, it also requires that you use discarded objects in the project. I used plastic bags. Lots and lots of used plastic grocery bags from my mother’s kitchen. Sometimes she keeps so many, that they billow and tumble out of her cupboards as if the bags were effectively reproducing themselves. However, these ubiquitous grocery bags make up much of the litter we see pretty much anywhere. My mother seemed happy, even relieved to let me have them. I would add that in the process of constructing the piece, it was also important for me to transform the bags themselves. My thinking was that just because Activate Vacant asks that artists use junk, it doesn’t mean that projects have to look like junk. The soft flimsy properties of the bag also presented challenges and opportunities. It took lots of experimenting with the material and tape and thread and all kinds of wire. Finally, it turned out that braiding the bags gave them a tidy, well-kept look much like that of well-groomed school girl.  While there are certainly some feminist critiques of the braid, or “trenza” among Mexicana and Chicanas as a symbol of oppression and confinement of the female body and identity, I have chosen the braid also as a sweet homage to the domestic practices that are also loving and bond-forming among women (although of course, often also conflictive and complex). I should also point out that “ay corazon” is a product of some serious domestic support and labor, as I could not have made this project without the support of my family, including my partner, in-laws, siblings and my mother who intensively hung out with my 11-month old baby while I braided away.

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4 thoughts on ““ay corazon”

  1. Gabriela Rodriguez

    Carribean, thank you for sharing this wonderful piece! First, as a teacher, this is an amazing art form and visual I can use withy students, especially when they need to learn about audience, message and purpose. It’s not just about authors and books, but also images that have such deep and different meanings for different people. Second, as a Mexicana, I can totally relate to the connotations that “Ay corazon” has. It reminded me of my abuela Andrea, and how she said that a lot. It reminds me of the boleros and canciones rancheras that my parents listened to. So many wonderful emotions can be evoked with this. And to me, trensas symbolize a strong tie that cannot be broken ( three locks of hair tied together) so many props to you and your beautiful art and mind!

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    1. South El Monte Arts Posse Post author

      Gracias, Gabriela, for you thoughtful words. These are exactly the kinds of personal associations that i want people to have. I really hope that the project can also reach youth in similar ways. In addition, i hope that a project such as this and the future Activate Vacant projects will shift how people in the community perceive space and their relationship to it. This is our community and we should learn to love it (if we don’t already) and all take more ownership over what takes place here. I want to help inspire people to be creative and mindful of how we do it. Thanks again for keeping up w/us, Gabriela!

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